132.
numb. tangled. lost. dilemma. desire. warmth.
where do i go from here?
***
I swore to live an honest life, to be a person of integrity
Look at me now
What have I become?
131.
before 9pm, it was going to be about how i knocked myself back on reality
***
even on that night, i was looking at you with those eyes
i knew i was.
i can’t track back when it started, how or why
and now that i think about it, there were also many other nights
***
“Moments like this, I can feel your heart beating as clearly as I feel my own, and I know that separation is an illusion.”
- Robert Frobisher, Cloud Atlas
***
And then I looked up at the sun
And I could see
Oh, the way that gravity pulls on you and me
And then I looked up at the sky
And saw the sun
And the way that gravity pushes on everyone
On everyone
130.
let’s write this into a story, and make it a beautiful one
the jokes of serendipity
***
“When the orbits of these two satellites of ours happened to cross paths, we could be together. Maybe even open our hearts to each other. But that was only for the briefest moment. In the next instant we’d be in absolute solitude. Until we burned up and became nothing.”
― Haruki Murakami, Sputnik Sweetheart
***
or maybe, it never weighs so much on your side of the level
tangerine, cedar, pepper, earth and dew
ground me, release me, open me up
why did i say those words
was it right? was it wrong?
at least this time round i didn’t hide it
you said let loose, and i did.
***
until i can’t smell it no more
129.
Will you still love me when I’m no longer young and beautiful?
Will you still love me when I got nothing but my aching soul?
***
Fitzgerald gave me hope in men, and distrust in mankind.
128.
Ooh the reason I hold on
Ooh cause I need this hole gone
Funny you’re the broken one but I’m the only one who needed saving
Cause when you never see the light it’s hard to know which one of us is caving
127.
pour a little of that life into me
i am empty. so empty.
126.
in life, unlike chess, the game continues after checkmate.
and value lingers after death.
there is no end, only continuity.
125.
if it doesn’t ache, you’re not trying hard enough.
keep dancing.
124.
sometimes i think guys are fucking retarded.
sometimes is an understatement.
122.
I believe in pink. I believe that laughing is the best calorie burner. I believe in kissing, kissing a lot. I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day and I believe in miracles. Audrey Hepburn; 4 May 1929 – 20 January 1993
I NEED THIS.
i want to give up this life and just dance.
but i can’t.
(via cupcakesweeties)
121.
Knowing when to walk away, is wisdom.
Being able to, is courage.
Walking away with your head held high, is dignity.
Peace is then attained.
120.
let me wander in my dream, all the things i can’t do right now.
119.
i enjoy this little pride of mine.
not arrogance.
but the fact that you know, at least, you have yourself to rely on.
I have become well aware of the fact that there are people who cannot rely on themselves.
i love this peace within me.
***
do you believe in human equality?
hierarchy shouldn’t be based on wealth, class and rank, but wisdom.
